Eleanor Elektra

Exquisite Corpse

Exquisite Corpse

I hear a thunder and fall, a split along the limb
The exquisite, exquisite, exquisite, of the exquisite corpse

The Scientific Wonder Club; they know the winds have changed
A warm, a warm a warm wind on the exquisite corpse

It’s not done, it looks bad, we all are cells, solemnly aware
Our makers don’t care

Calculate the air we breathe, come to realize we need
exquisite exquisite exquisite sky in baby bluish mouthfuls
And blood awash the valley, and blood awash the air

I stare I stare I stare I do, ‘cause it is in my veins too

It’s too far, I can’t reach, we all are open mouthed
Gathered at the beach, as the waves sidle up the sand bar.

This is the flesh of the land, I press my ear to the sand
I press my ear to hear, what the body commands

The white windy poles, they are like to palms
With gripping fingers slipping slipping, so she was never dead, only sleeping…

So these hands, which held fast, so these hands melt
anchored to the past, as the sea sidles up the sand bar

We cut the body in half, we crack the stomach in two Inside butterflies flicker and flew flicker and flew

We are a boy child, who wants to see what’s inside?
I sunk me down to the pitch depths of the sea, ‘cause I thought the sea was still wild

January 1st. 6:00am  The alarm exclaims it and, yes, Kurt will work today  The sun takes two full hours just to say “it’s morning!”  (with the full effect, and in the voice of so many birds)  “IT’S MORNING. DID YOU ALL HEAR WHAT I SAID??”  Tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick

Nobody knows what will become of the earth. Tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick  Least of all this guy named Kurt--M hmm  ….held in the arms of the Exquisite Corpse…

Kurt pushes at the breast of the heartland, to suckle the black oil, like a baby drinks so eagerly. One flimsy town after another, thrown up around the hole  To suckle the black oil, like, damn, aren’t you never satisfied?  The muscle of the Rustbelt--the nomads--arrive (as always)  looking for a little relief They got mortgage payments, medical bills, mouths to feed, you know  Kurt, the boss, the man himself, he moves these pieces and just like that, well, the people are MOVED. 

January 2nd. 6:00am  In his home which contains every comfort and perpetual twilight  No sound of pecking drills trespasses, strike, pull, strike, pull  down the pipe, to the gulf coast waters Racing on in the face of absolute collapse.


The Beauty Of

Do you see that kid? There in the trees
He found a carcass, deer. He parts the ribs
The meat has riddled, the heart has split

But the beauty of what he’s found is that it’s taken back into the living ground

In death a gift I’d like to be, I hope the Earth remembers me

The mewling wind, the olive water
the red rock. The canyon listens
Without intent, she may not love you…

But the beauty of the carcass is all the creatures carry on a part of it

Chorus

I say grace, for birth and growth. For death and decay
Grace I say! Grace I say. Grace I say

And the beauty of decay, is nothing on earth is truly thrown away

The Flesh of the Land There's something coming back to life The carcass of a deer  She is filled with the will and the will is going back to where it comes from  Mmhmm the flesh of the land the flesh of the land 

The railroad dealt in real estate. The old Nations saw it all: those rails  Riveted right over the curve of the earth, you know it’s driven by some moneyed man, and, he wants the flesh of the land

But there in the clearing…

There’s no one where the dear still lay, but ask the osprey who’s running through the birch? Tired of sitting in church, it’s the boy  Coming up on the way it’s starts, the way it ends, the choice of how and when  And what is on the line, how little things combine 

Oh the Exquisite Corpse, so still, all she left behind was a will 


The ground exhales beneath my feet, she knows just where I am  She is filled with the will, she is made by the will of ones who’ve joined  the flesh of the land

The minister is at his window, and a doe is his witness  The mission casts a shadow on the woods behind the churches lawn  He fears the flesh of the land

But there in the clearing…there’s no one where the dear still lay Ask the osprey who’s running through the birch? Tired of sitting in church, it’s the boy  So close to the face of the earth’s pretty soul, telling you so you know  What is on the line, what will be written on the picket sign It’s heard to say it all, it’s hard to define So just remember that life is sweet and everything’s alive

Miami

When she’s calm her eye is a lake, sshhhhh she’ll be mad if you shake her awake  It was frightening, one time, her eye was wide, a cyclone  Roving, pulsing, cracking, lightning  I remember the day when, all the light went out down in Miami like a fact that is torn from its hinges in the storm  First: frenetic like fire, then, gone, like smoke  You may be tired, but you’ve never been tired like these folks  No you’ve never been tired like you would be if there was no hope  and nowhere to fall 

So tread, kick! Not later, now.  You and I we wouldn’t let us get to that point where it’s just out of our hands One more time for the world; tread! Kick! Not later, NOW!  Time is of the essence, got to get to work, yes the stakes are high  high, high, high, HIGH 

When she speaks she speaks in riddles, 

something in the air, something in the waves, through the mouths of animals,  you and me, can you feel it? Will you remember to remember if she tells you?

You were driving down the highway, wavering out in the heat… are you really there?  Faster now and you are melting right into the air  Little device in your hand, little vice in your head  a lot less ice on the sea and the land Will you remember to remember if I tell you?

On The Wings of a Dart

Fly me to the target on the wings of a dart  Fling it into orbit, the revolution, the big push 

A kid opens their mouth and the thunder of the north pole cracking in half  Moves through you, under you, and your exquisite flesh and your very life path  In 2005 I wrote these words:  “One thing—one thing that I learned in science class today is I I do cry. I do cry after all”

Fly me to the target on the wings of a dart  Let us try to get there before the bull’s eye blows apart There’s an evil substance in the trench, there’s 10 cows and 1 bull behind the fence  What’s wrong? What is wrong with this picture?  Sitting in the waiting room, 11 years old Trying to figure it out—what in this picture doesn’t belong? 

See the rows of heads in the stacks of rooms  over rows of homes, facing gridded streets Wheels for everyone, sweets for every child  What in all this wealth is still continuing to Gape. So. Wide?  The meaning of decadence is to rot from within

Family Trees

I’m propagating a different kind of child
A lung to purify Man’s noxious heat

Imagine them towering pines, dewy needles sturdy armature
Their arms will take after my arms
“Oh you have your mother’s arms,” they’ll say

The bible of a patriarch
Clunks over and cries against my womb
I’ll pick it off a leech
I’m not barren you’re barren
A land speculator wrote in you
“Go forth and subdue”

Every single day I pray
Cool down this earth that may melt away
Sow it in the ground
Seize the day
Every single day the grind
To keep together an effort that may soon unwind
Sow it in the ground
sow it in the ground
Row by row
Something in us that had overthrown now has overgrown
Now has overgrown

Dream about a Columbine that must be watered while you’re out of town
Shake the splayed cone of a White Pine just over an opening in the ground
Press the dirt around
The sea shore don’t lie
The Mississippi river doesn’t lie either
Your mom is not lying, she’ll send a hurricane if you’re not good!
She likes it this warm, not that warm
She’ll make New York City the new Atlantis
Her heart is the hot fizzling core of the world
I said of the world

I’m propagating a different kind of child
There A lung to purify Man’s noxious heat

Condor

I’m not coming home, and it shows in my stride  Overhead there’s a condor circling wide  And the world’s getting bright, till it flash like a mirror  Signaling “I am here on this island I’m here” Looking through a microscope, looking down at the tightrope  It is good to have hope, open your arms, and walk slow 

I was stretched out like a cross in my dream, drying off beside a stream  When something huge passed over me, and I noticed, this symmetry  ‘Cause it was a California Condor, gliding high  and a cross was the shadow it cast upon my body  and everything seemed to pause 

It was like someone back from the dead I mean, have you ever seen a thing like that?  A ward of the government agency--the one that deals with destiny  The last surviving one’s would be  Kept alive in captivity. So when the cage *clicked* and swung wide singing “free”  Did the bird just stare at you? Like it’s staring at me? Oh of all the creatures to see  I think Fate’s form is weirdly warped around  This carrion bird’s own exquisite corpse. 

Now I’m looking down the 53rd story, and my shadow falls before me  Pouring down into the street, all of this activity  And all our special hardships to meet, in the sound of running feet  At the swing of a cage opening, oh my heart, yes, my heart go beat, beat, beat, beat 

Maybe I should start a garden, try living out of my yard  to twine and weave between the slats, and fill all the little cracks  I’ll write to Henderyx back in the hometown, say--look what you done made me do And I dreamed the future was one of Escher’s illusions  Precisely, indisputably possible

Satellite

Leaning out of a window, summer... can’t sleep (young boy)  Sees a star tread the night sky…“What’s that”  Washington is a coin in your pocket. Flip a quarter for one of two evils 

The Star asked the Satellite “Why do you lie awake at night?”  The satellite tread on, and it saw and it said nothing, and it saw and it said all 

On the old highway two dear turn and freeze Then they leap from the headlights into the trees

No patch of earth shall be uncharted. Spaceship.Bedroom   Screens and buttons, blocks and weapons both little and life size  Washington is stationed in most countries Drifting watchful while veterans go mad 

The star asked the Satellite “Why do you lie awake at night?”  The satellite just looked down, and it saw and it said nothing, and it saw and it said all  So, your son is a good boy?

Photo From Outer Space!

Here is tender sight: "Earthrise" it's a photo of a little blue egg! Pinch a thread of running water--see how it maneuvers around you time is of the essence and we are..

Once on this Earth, never again, everything that has come and gone  I'm thankful for our time on Earth but to whom do I pray in thanks for this? to whom do I pray? Hey to whom do I sing? to whom do I say Amen

And outside my window, a vehicle is idling, a train is arriving  the morning is drenched and on fire...alights upon a pool, fallen rain  everything gleams, rising, intent upon a future cloud Grasp a ray of light, see how it makes a shadow of you  light is of the essence, and we are...

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The clockwork wings of a blackbird, rise intent upon a future sky the flock will winter in present-day Carolina, in what is now Carolina  Once on this Earth...never again...

1921

In the rearview mirror, 1921. A snapshot of your silhouette, looking behind you  California. Oh, chock full of material goods, you hocked gold, you the hocked the good life  To use it all and to lose it all Is both the point and the collateral wound of the industry 

You went out west to turn a profit  The money the money you knew what California was for  Breezing down the mountain’s west flank in your model T and your lit cigar and the American dream burning in the tank  When a man is born in a country so vast that is rising to power  With the law in his wallet he’s hammering down the natural order With fair skin and a forked tongue and the muscle of custom  Well he doesn’t leave nothing but a lot of trash and flag on the moon  And the end of the world. 

 

 
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Comet

Just Leave it

Just leave it like it is
With the mistakes and my signature

What is this I’m seeing?
What is this I’m being?
In the brightness of my head
Is it tidal waters warm and red?
Invisible and vivid I retreat to bed

Inside outside inside doubt
Down
Down
Down
Down
Down
Out

I shatter the glasses in the sink
My fingers slip when I’m thinking…

Just leave it like it is
Just leave it

Rain douse lighthouse
                                                                   Off shore   

           ((((me , in my shells, 1,2,3,4))))

Doubt, doubt
And my route:

           Down down down down down down
                    Down down down down
                              Down down
                                  Down
                                    Out

Passenger

I am sitting in the passenger seat of your dying Toyota
And you’re gonna drive this truck until the end of the road
I’m stuck, stuck

He moves the woman like pawn (he’s got big plans)
He fell and broke what she was standing on

I am sitting in the passenger seat of a public event
to mark the progress of a man of poor means
stuck, stuck

He moves the woman like a pawn (he’s got big plans)
He fell and broke what she was standing on

I am sleepless in the passenger seat of a government job
War on the earth
where you cut, cut, cut her down

He moves the woman like a pawn (he’s got big plans)
he fell and broke what she was standing on
He moves the woman like a pawn and we fall together
Worse is yet to come than what we’ve come upon
and every year spins fast forward
so with your right you push back and with your left you push on forward

I am weeping
my head in my hands
his hands on the wheel
And the Earth is changing
She’s fighting and wounded
will we break soon?

Comet

The world flutters by my eyes in stop motion
I don’t know how are little now is in such bad condition
As seas heave and crack and swallow, you holler
they’re chained to the moon and our driven attrition
Mountains blossom
swilling lawa
And things come to be at a pace so slow
their growth:
makes no sound
can’t be seen
is untouchable
is serene
Like when it ends in a flash of light
It’s time to go, it’s time to go
a comet’s here to see you off!
It’s time to go, it’s time to go
a comet’s here to see you off

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The Lumberjack

You and I

This is right
always ending and starting
endlessly joining and parting
Hooked-Jaw Fish
Hooked-Jaw, don’t leave your beginnings behind

A still pane of blue ripples round
a still pane tips and empties down
you are the one in the hospital gown

It happens
Hooked-Jaw gaping dead
insects and Eagles pecking
the animals come nom nom checking
Hooked-Jaw Fish Hooked-Jaw
the waters are thick with them…

                  ~*~

There’s a stone in my stomach
it rocks when the earth quakes
a bird in my chest
she rakes at my ribcage
Don’t look! Don’t spy!
you are the one in the hospital
you and I

You and I looking for center my bird
In every revolution revolving my bird
You and I looking for sameness my bird
You and I

Nowhere New York

My chair faces towards the window
hands in lap
eyes closed
I reach through October rain
where is he where is he?
searching….where is he now?
oh you’re nestled now in Nowhere New York
Nowhere New York state

In bright Hispaniola we face each other
me and your father
he sits like a Buddha
loyal to some higher power
who rests a hand on your father’s shoulder
as he observes me
He said “Why do you love my son?”

Why do you love my son...?

Spanish is the language of rivers
that ran rogue from the cruel king of Spain
so here is an ode to freedom
here is an ode to pain
but today is your day to unravel
if only in my refrain

Today is your day of rest
rest now, rest well
tomorrow your back will ache
in the cavernous factory
don’t forget to stand tall
do it for me

A  hurricane yawns upon the far shore
the shore of your island
it took many lives
but not yours
because you’re restless now in Nowhere New York
Nowhere New York
safe
unknown
alone

In a Jar

The stars have gone bland
because of the street lamps
down in the subway
sits the tunnel man
he only looks ahead
he does not see me
but a little song drips from his barnacle teeth
and touches, touches me
he lived in Memphis as a boy

Out on the roof
deep in the evening
I watch the heron
still and stately blue
she only looks ahead
she does not see me
but a long call tears from her arrow beak
and reaches, reaches me

One of the many lives to take place on this rock
is a thought I saw flicker on your face
your head and this rock both internally burn
I know you have heavy things to carry
even so your eyes are cool and sweet
in my arms your head is planetary
I am like a cave where you retreat
your words fill my rooms
you’re safe but you can’t see where you are
I beckon your whisper to my ear
I keep it in a jar
I keep it in a jar
I keep it in a jar

Don’t Tell

I feel a pale cold
the seizing horizon contracts and folds
Don’t tell my nephew
Oh
Don’t tell my nephew
I
didn’t write no letters
that I left them all to wonder

I recoil from your death
On your back
Absolute
It’s something to see a family tree die
It’s something to see your stream so bare
It’s something to wonder why
Many years pass as I stare
such is the act of saying goodbye

I don’t want to find you beached and broken
mute, awake
Or see you stare with hollow moons for eyes
To heave to handle what’s at stake
To hold it in your hand
The ocean surf will be your sigh
so you yourself don’t have to cry

Don’t let my niece know
Oh
Don’t let my niece know
I
don’t know about fate
and I can’t explain our state
Don’t let my man see
Oh
Don’t let my man see
I
threw the Times away
because I don’t want to know what happened today

Justine’s Song

She never left home and--
she’s needed there
I know he’s not well...tell me
Now she’s working across town
Now she’s helping him lay down
Now she leans across his sleeping eyes
and listens to his sick breath, thin breath

There is a house here and--
it eases death
I know you’re not well...tell me
I leave gifts outside your door
I will try to soothe your sore
You know that’s what I’m here for

But I can only be there to walk you home
I cannot be there to know your depth of sorrow
I can only be there to hear you

She bears a weight but--
she thinks of you
so don’t forget the daughter, It’s her father
Now she sets her sad aside
Her river’s deep her water’s wide
She said no matter how small the matter know in me you can confide

Chorus

The time is near and--
I will be there
You remember that first fear, years back
an animal entered in the ring
Cancer is a hungry thing
But I’ve never known a man to cling to life so fierce and fight so long
And when he’s gone

Chorus

Praise

Praise
Praise when you raise
your palms to mine
and beg for return
and beg for return
oh let me turn
tight fisted
hands in pockets
away from that brief, bright light

The Lumberjack

I see a dog running like a wind
he tells me someone’s coming
After the nation has all gone to waste
this will be a resting place

It was a beautiful thing
a still lake in the starlight
I said “I’d like to write a song for this spot”
She said “you might not”
because you’ll feel so sore with this is no more
when this place will not be
So look at me you staring lake
your cool silence keeps me awake
This will be your resting place
with your sorrows and your reeds
when your water line recedes
Though the icebergs still are proud
your ghost is a rain cloud
Oh ghost
Oh ghost
Oh ghost
Oh ghost
I saw your hound heading for high ground
I can tell by the looks that someone has been here
with a blade on his back
he’s coming the lumberjack
Say goodbye
Goodbye!

It was a sudden thing
an owl in the meadow grass
she came about in a whorl of fall leaves
The patient receives
Queen of vermin what do we need?
you must determine
you can see through the night
So look my way you bird of prey
your eyes like pits in a burning eclipse
This will be your resting place
with your sorrows and your wings
where your song of mourning rings
Because you cannot handle the weather
your ghost is an airborne feather

Chorus

It was a brutalized landscape in Oregon territory
and we had nothing but this and the mind’s eye to measure our loss
He was humming in the moss hmmm
a Christian all the way out here
a son of the cross
a son of the shepherd
a son of the saw man
So talk to me you pockmarked ghost
you cry so gently
you recall Vietnam
This will be your resting place
with your medals and your chains
Where the timber creaks in the wind
and it crackles in the sunlight
I’ll hear about you in time

Chorus


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